fuck studying i’m going to mcdonalds

i just need school to be over i hate this so much

Even though, in the novel, Margot at this stage of the story really should be 6 years old— because when she first was in therapy with Dr. Lecter, she was a little girl, and she was horribly molested, and it was very, very dark—I didn’t want to tell that story, so we generalized the sadism of Mason Verger so it wasn’t a sexual sadism. It was more, this is a bad man who, like Hannibal, gets off on what people do under certain circumstances.

In the novel, she’s a very masculine character, who has had years of steroid abuse and is a lesbian, and it was unclear to me in the novel whether she was either transgender or a lesbian as a result of those horrible abuses and that horrible childhood and [Beat.] that’s not how transgenderism or homosexuality works. So I didn’t want to contribute to that misconception of what it is to be transgender or a gay woman.

It was important for her to have a strength to her and the idea of the reason she’s going into therapy not being because she was this victim of horrible abuse. Which she is, in a different way. She grew up with a sadist, who was incredibly cruel and will be even more cruel in the future, but I like the idea that she’s in therapy because she tried to kill him, as opposed to because she was so victimized, that she had taken an active role in her victimization and had enough, tried to turn it around, and it didn’t go well for her.

Reblogged from The Cannibal Service

So I’m doing the 30 day juice fast that is shown on Fat, Sick, and Nearly Dead. Starting Monday! woooo. I’m about to go to the store to get everything I need! Has anyone else tried it and had good results?


i identify as a goddess 

oh and now i have a massive crush on margot and her wardrobe 

mads mikkelsen in that last scene was just amazing though for real wow

i would also like to talk about how much will graham is giving me feelings rn too because whoa there son

and can we please talk about how Hannibal said “as long as you’re not complaining” to alana omfgggggg damn son lemme get some of dat and I love them both but jfc stop talking about will post-orgasm please